Dealing with dirvorce?

First you are not alone. What your parents are doing has nothing to do with you. You are not to blame. You need to tell your Mom your fears about moving and going to a new school. Even though she is going through a lot right now she still loves you and needs to know how you feel. You also need to talk with your Dad about not being able to see him or his family. It is very scary what you are going through but, you are not the first or the last child to feel this way. As for your friends make sure they have your e-mail and you have theirs and all their address so you can write to them and give them your new address. You might like it here and try to look at it like an adventure.